my body is all there is

Notes to myself- body, light body...Yesterday I sat in a friend's library and opened a book that called, and as they often do, the words of a master showed me myself. Natural Great Perfection- Nyoshul Khenpo

Turning arrows into roses

I want to tell you a story that annihilated me into itself when I heard it. Maybe it will annihilate you too, and point you back to essence...A story that almost could be from the Mahabharata, that almost could have happened. But it didn't.And not the way I am going to tell it. And none of this will matter if you feel [...]

Living Gratitude

It occurred to me in words that we are all just growing into ourselves, supported by a magnificent field of Grace. All I ever had to do was be open to receiving it.   A few weeks ago I had the honor of holding space for two people I love dearly, who are falling in [...]

Grandmother Imaginings

“So listen, I am imagining. I imagine that I awaken here on Sacred Mother Earth and marvel that I am alive and part of Creation  I imagine that Creation has given me a body that I  respect and love. I imagine that I will learn with my physical existence as long as I inhabit my [...]

Big Love meets Big Love!

Baby, just let it fly! Photo by Ishita Sharma. Louvre, Paris. Circa 2007. Dear one,In my morning session today a beautiful client and I laughed for a good 10 minutes as she saw how she was playing the game of life, trying so hard to hide the Big Big Love she actually is! Who did she think [...]

Kali, Kali, Maha Kali!

Surrender isn’t easy.It is humbling- it cracks us open exactly where the light needs to get in. It is the last doorway to homecoming, fulfillment.Especially when we find ourselves in a bardo, as the Tibetans call it- that voidness between what was and what is yet to come.Here we meet the tug of our cumulated past, our ideas, fears, our attachments, our [...]

Naked, you walk

Naked,you walk the edge of a precipice back where youbegan         again            to end beginthey say awakening is a360 degree turnand youhave turned so oftenfalling down a bottomless pit this state of             suspendedmotionno beginning no end no forward no behind no inside no out no up no down no [...]

Dancing ancestors into being

I had the privilege of dancing Oak Dance last weekend, my first step into Native American ceremonial space. It was time. I am American now. Dancing to the Tree of Life to bring Light down into the earth for collective liberation. Dancing to celebrate Life, release and renew Self...While the core group danced in person, [...]